I wanna be a snowman

It's been ages. And I can't believe I am posting this after n years of MIA.

I know it's very late, but I only listened to this song 'Do you want to build a snowman' from the movie Frozen for the first time. And it is stuck in my head now since earlier today, I mean yesterday.

So I sort of came up with my own lousy lyrics for the first part of the song. Here it goes :-

I wanna be a snowman,
Come on and make this work,
I want to have 2 button eyes,
a carrot nose,
and 2 arms made out of twigs.
I will wear a top hat,
A woolen scarf,
That keeps me warm and safe.
I wanna be a snowman,
Can I really be a snowman?

(Don't be silly)

Ok, fine....

Haha.. This song is just so cute. My favourite is the second part. Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock....

Good nite lovelies....

Can I Really Be A Snowman? 

Uneasy

Hello again after months of silence. I really do not have time or any interest to blog anymore. Days like today, I just felt uneasy and paranoid and moody. And headache too. Off to bed now. Sorry for ranting. 

This song reminds me of the period of time when I was no longer a student and was jobless. During that transition, I was eager to start work but was very lazy to search for jobs. The happiest moments during that time was I could watch as many K-drama as I wanted without any restriction or worried that I have to wake up early the next day. No worries on overdue assignments or sitting for test the next day. Ha ha... So carefree, like a bird with wings... So, that was the time when I started watching this drama Perfect Match and starting falling in love with this song. I played it when I was browsing for jobs on Jobstreet or getting ready for interviews. It was much fun and anticipation. Going to different companies, meeting different people and feeling undecided if that job was right for me. Even the journey of going to interviews was interesting. Taking the monorails, Lrts and Ktm... Also taxi of course. Some place even have to call for taxi... Good thing the taxi man gave me his number and asked me to call him back when I need a ride back to the KTM later. Because there were no public transport nearby, not even a bus stop or taxi stand. It was an industrial area. Thank god for good Samaritan.Till I got called up by my current company, which I am proud to say that I managed to survive for a year there. That was the only interview which I could drive with my own brand new car to. It was really the first destination I went to after I drove the car up to KL. I just got the car the Friday before the Monday (day of Interview). I drove all the way to the company on that Sunday night so that I will not loose my way on the actual day and be late for the interview. Very surprisingly that I got accepted on that day itself. Actually I got 2 offers on the same day, so I was still undecided which to go to until the current Company asked me to go for the second interview.. Not till then that I knew how powerful my Boss's persuading skills are. And also the weirdest interview I ever had with a manager. One year has gone by, and I can't believe how I actually managed to go through it all and still try to do a good job in this company. Sometimes, I just wonder if I have not done enough... Or I have done much more than I could ever had.. Because I think I really had tried every possible way which I could.. I have no idea what tomorrow will bring, nor do I know if I would still continue for another year. I just wish for the best and see how it goes. But I still want to try to turn passion into a job. Well, though I am still finding what that passion is. I do not have a passion which last, except for watching dramas. I think that does not count?

Toodless....

It has been a year

1 year ago tomorrow, I was still a freshie, didn't know anything about the real working world. Was often feeling inferior and rigid. 1 year after, now, a little better, not much smarter, more responsibilities and more stressful. A lot has happened in this one year. Too much to catch hold of, but I am surprised that I managed to withstand it all till today. Many a times I thought if I should hold tight and just move on. Or just leave and find other alternatives. But I m proud to say that I did not give up nor let go. Putting this up for another year and see how it goes. I know the day will come when I can turn my passion into my job. Though I m not too sure what my passion is. Congratulations to myself, for being so tough all these while and put up a good fight.

Note to self: Live life to the fullest because you deserve it.

Friday night, and it's a cold night. Has been raining since evening and today's traffic jam was massive. Lotsa stuff to do at work, but just no matter how much time I have, it's just not enough. Either I am slow or there is just too much work. Thought of working at home but I forgot to bring home the job. I think God did that on purpose. It shows that I need a break. And should enjoy my weekend. Ahh.. I should not talk bout work now. Just sit back and listen to litefm. It feels peaceful. Seret dreams.

Just trying blogger app

Just trying using the blogger app. Doesn't look like there's any icon or button for customizing fonts and do. But at least it can upload picture from my photo album. Let's try one.


Erm.... I don't know if it's going to be within the post or not. Guess not? Anyway, tough day today. Nightmare will haunt me tomorrow. Need to quickly get a new interest.

Serenity Is The Word

Cold night + Litefm = SERENITY I have probably wrote this before on this blog. But, it doesn't hurt to write this again. I used to love listening to litefm when I was still in secondary school. I have no idea why I love listening to oldies, most probably got influenced by my father. When all the children my age were listening to kiddie song or Disney movie theme songs, I sang along to the oldies on my father's cd player in the car. Back then there were also beauty and the beast song, so I think it was kinda suitable for me. Then when I was in my early teenage years, I hopped on to pop music and learnt all the singers on MTV. I knew almost all the songs on the top chart. Hahaha... All of the sudden, when I was ard 16, I suddenly changed 360 degrees, into old lady and listened to 80's or early 90's music.Litefm was my favorite station back then. It accompanied me during all the sleepless nights and midnight oil burning sessions. Until, I came up to uni life, I had no radio and lost track with the lovely oldies and had no chance to listen to litefm until recently i suddenly remembered about it. Searched for the app in apple store and downloaded it.now I can listen to t on my iPad... This is so convenient, but only applicable when theres wifi of course. It's a cold night tonight, and together with litefm, I think it creates peace and tranquility. Suppose the word best suit this feeling right now is serenity? I wonder if there are many weirdos like me who likes listening to oldies when all of their other friends of the same age listen to latest pop music. But wither way , I am not shy to admit that I love oldies and I think I have my father to thank for, for influencing me and inspire me. I quite realize that we are similar in many ways... How come I have never thought of this before? Well, like saying goes, you will never appreciate until you loose it. It's very much correct indeed. In a nutshell, never loose faith in what you believe in, never feel shy to admit what you love and appreciate everything God has given you. You wouldn't, know when it will be gone. Cold night + Litefm = SERENITY GOODNIGHT.