Love In Time Part 2

The Continuation.

Love In Time Part 1

31-12-2008

I saw her again today,

On a wild New Year’s Eve’s night,

Tomorrow will be a whole new beginning,

I hope the New Year will be alright.

I got to know a little more,

A little more about her,

She seems a little mysterious,

And was careful not to blunder.

I don’t know why I have this feeling,

A feeling deep down inside of me,

That this girl I’ve known somewhere,

In a far, far land across the sea.

But then still I was so glad,

That we finally met again,

God had sided me all these while,

“Thank You God, Amen”

It’s much disbelief,

That, how this could have happened,

Meeting a girl whom I thought I knew,

In a foreign place called New England.

I wonder if it’s our destiny,

That we keep bumping into each other,

I would really love to know her more,

And to start a whole new chapter.

I boldly asked her for a date,

Just a simple casual outing,

Nothing too fancy or extraordinary,

Just movies, strolling and dining.

I was overwhelmed when she said yes,

I could almost die,

Though I knew she looked quite reluctant,

But at least she gave it a try.

2-01-2009

The date went fine, the food was great,

It was a night to be remembered,

Since it was our very first date,

We both seemed a little awkward.

But then I knew that this will not,

Be our first and last meeting,

For there’s more to come in the near future,

And I’ll be patiently waiting.

29-03-2009

For the past three months,

We laughed and joked and danced and sang together,

We cried and poured out our heart and soul,

In times of sorrow, we comforted one another.

We seemed to have become great friends,

And I began to love her more,

But I’m afraid to confess my love,

I’m afraid to be rejected and ignored.

And so I kept it to myself,

Hoping for the right time to come,

But when the time is finally here,

I just stood stiff and numb.

2-04-2009

3 long hours, I waited for her,

Outside the cold, dark operating room,

I prayed again and again to God Almighty,

To shine some light upon the gloom.

I need her to be safe,

And want her to be cured,

I want to tell her how much I love her,

And that her whole life will be secured.

Oh God, please give her strength,

Please help her go through the pain,

I need to see her happy face,

She must be healthy again.

Lights off, door opened.

Doctor: I’m sorry but we have tried our best. But Amber would want you to have this letter.

Amber?

I’m sorry that I hid the truth,

And many lies I have told,

But many a time I wanted to run,

And my feelings, I should have controlled.

Yes, my name is Amber,

The Amber that you once knew,

I’m the girl who left you a long time ago,

But still in my heart there’s you.

There was a reason to why I left,

And said those cold hearted words that day,

And now that the time is up,

For me to reveal the truth today.

I found out that I was sick,

And a chance of dying soon,

And therefore I had to leave you,

To deal with my misfortune.

I didn’t want to tell you,

And drag you to my misery,

You’re the best thing that have ever happened to me,

And because of you, I must set you free.

Trust me it was not easy,

For me to bid goodbye,

I miss you each and everyday,

Thinking of you just makes me cry.

When I met you again last year,

It jus made me feel like yesteryears,

I wanted so much to be with you,

But the same time I had my fears.

I tried so hard to avoid you,

But somehow we will still meet,

I guess this must be one of God’s plans,

Another fact I cannot beat.

And so I tried as much as I could,

To hide the truth from you,

And I was glad it went all well,

You didn’t have a clue.

Now I that I am gone forever,

I want you to leave on,

And to know that I still love you,

Let the bygones be bygones.

Keep me and my love,

Forever in your heart,

But please promise me one more thing,

To find love and a brand new start.

And this is the last real goodbye,

Goodbye to you my love,

And if God permits me one more wish,

I’ll be waiting for you up there, high up way above.

Amber.

Love In Time

Hi Hi, this is another not nice poem I just wrote recently. But it's only halfway trough. It's actually quite a nice story but I am really not a good writer. But still I wanna share my ideas. So here's another long half written boring poem.

05-12-2005

When I saw you hugged him,

My heart broke into a million pieces,

Though the sight was just for a moment,

But the pain would last for ages,

It was all so sudden,

That you had to bid goodbye,

You said you love me no more,

And I was left to ask the question why.

You said that you were done,

Caring and loving me,

That we should find new lives,

And set ourselves free.

You left me just like that,

And disappeared from my life,

I really thought that I could make you,

My one and only wife.

You told me to be strong,

That it’s not my fault we have to part,

Cherish the moments that we once had,

And keep the feelings alive in my heart.

I will always remember,

Every memory that we once shared,

Even if I were to find new love,

To yours, it can never be compared.

There must be a reason,

For you to leave me now,

But what ever you do, you’ll have my blessings,

This is my promise, this is my vow.

And so I bid goodbye too,

I’ll pray for your happiness,

Please know that I don’t hate you,

Come back to me when you’re in darkness.

10-10-2008

I wonder if I was dreaming,

Or I have seen it wrong,

How could 2 people be so alike?

Why did I feel a bond so strong?

But she said she wasn’t her,

And that I have mistaken,

Though they have the same big eyes,

But she is a Korean.

She had that strong Korean accent,

That made me trusted her,

Apart from her good looks,

There’s no way she could be Amber.

This world must be really small,

And so much of repetition,

Two girls could be so alike,

It made my soul hearten.

And I am looking forward,

To meet this girl again,

Hopefully to get to know her,

And a long lost love, regain.

14-10-2008

Oh, this must be destiny,

This must be my chance,

I felt crazily happy,

Till like I went into trance.

God must have heard,

The prayers I said that day,

And made my wish came true,

To let us meet today.

I was at this parlor,

Just happened to pass by it,

But I had an urge to walk in,

A feeling I couldn’t omit.

For ice-cream is not my favourite,

And certainly was not a craving,

But my legs just leaded the way,

And slipped in without me knowing.

The first thing that caught my eyes,

Were not the icy cool ice-creams,

It was the answer to my prayer,

I wonder if this is one of the daydreams.

I sat right next to her,

Without asking her permission,

I said hello to her,

And asked if she comes often.

We had small little talks,

But she didn’t feel quite happy,

I must have been a nuisance,

This I must agree.

Soon enough she asked to leave,

And walked out from the parlor,

I wonder if I could see her again,

God, I need an answer.

Stay tune for the continuation. Thanks alot and sorry to bore you guys.

I Got A Table

Went out with darling yesterday to hunt for my table.. After all... I would say it was a great day but not quite so towards the end.. We watched Date Night and I would say that it is a really good movie to watch to release your stress cause it was pretty hilarious though.. We had a good laugh.. The entire hall laughed with us.. Watch out for the pole dancing part.. Funniest scene, in my opinion..

As usual the cam whoring session took place in the car..

tried to get a nice picture of us and look what he did...

but imma glad I have a funny darling to keep me sane..

the driver..

~Blekkkk~

Spot me?

me: Hello Libina.. Are you happy??

Libina: Yes Yes...

For dinner, we were thinking of trying something new.. We wanna try Fong Lye Taiwan Restaurant but when we saw the queue, we had to find a plan B. Then we thought of trying Alexis but we were not sure what kinda food it serves and the price *yes it matters* . So we came up with plan C and headed to Flying Chillies @ The Gardens. They serve Thai Food with their motto Simply Thailicious...

Flying Chillies

Some deco

The lighting above our heads

The main entrance

Darling... he looked tired... Sorry to trouble you yesterday.. :(

My seat got cushion and darling dun have.. haha..

Darling too sleepy..

was trying hard to open his eyes..

Now I can see that he had tried his best... lols

Enough of our pictures... Now here comes the food..

Pineapple Fried Rice @ RM16.50

A little disappointed in this cause it was kinda tasteless and it wasn't in a pineapple like the menu.. they said that they were out of pineapple on that day..

Chicken Soup with Coconut Milk and galanga or smtg like tat @ Rm10.50

The chicken soup is yummylicious and spicylicious.. a good combination of coconut milk and I think I tasted Tom Yam too..

This is our drink, Pandan Leaves Juice @ Rm 9

Pandan Leaves Chicken , 4 pieces @ Rm 15

The chicken smelt so good and it was so yummy.. Chicken wrapped with pandan leaves and fried.. Worth a try...

Darling's candid shot

A mouthful of Chicken

Am Am Am

My candid shot

Pandan Leave Beard

Thank you darling for the dinner and a wonderful day..

I got some REALLY CHEAP goodies too.. And just gotta know that Cotton On opened in Mid Valley d.. Replace Samuel & Kevin's lot (in between Nichii and The Romp)

A thin Sketchy Animal Print cardi @ RM 15

just by the main entrance only * cheap rite?*

Dunno what's the ori price but since it says Aussie Dollar 24.95 so I guess it's ard RM 74 plus like tat gua..

And with that purchase ( am actually not sure of the real condition) the sales girl said I can buy an umbrella @ RM 15, a scarf @ RM 15 and flip flops dunno what some more...

Well, good timing, since I need a new umbrella so i grabbed one.. Though I wanted another scarf so badly.. But I shudn't be a nutty gal and splurge..

See never bluff you wan.. Only RM 15

Saved alot man... The ori price of the umbrella is RM 59...

Lucky me I walked into the shop..

And I got a mini shelf from Carrefour for RM 9.90.. hahaha... barely laughed my head off..

Okay so here's the finale and the reason of this post's existence.. THE TABLE...

It was RM 49.. not what I wanted actually but many other designs were out of stock.. So this is one of the cheapest and bigger (a little) than those available. I ran from Mid Valley back to Carrefour Wangsa Maju to get this cause the table that I wanted finished in MV. Darling said we should try our luck. All I did was just sulked and gave up and threw tantrums on him. Was so thankful always that he never gave up on me and never angry at me.. Whatever he did was for me..

Don't worry dear, even though I hate this table, but at least I'm still off the ground.. And I would wanna thank you from the bottom of my sincere heart for helping me, for being patient with me, for trusting me, for supporting me, for backing me up, for thinking for me and for whatever you have done for me. Thank you Thank you Thank you.. I know this is never enough to pay back what that you have done for me but I'll try not to sulk so much and not to get on a temper so frequent.. Sometimes I'm not angry at you, I'm just angry at the thing which caused me to be angry and it just that you were that... Am Sorry..

Be Strong

It's late I know. But this took me for like less than 45 minutes and its not inspirational at all.. blahhh.. another shitty poem.. but I still wrote smtg anyway credits to Tat Wei for giving me the title. And June have been asking bout my OWN poems. So here is one LAME OWN SHITTY poem.. sorry june.. no poetry mood lately.. Ok here, blah blah blah yada yada yada................

Be Strong..

The world seems unfair,

Though I know it isn’t,

But still I say it is,

To make myself feel pleasant.

I know I ain’t cool,

I know I ain’t smart,

I may not be the prettiest,

But I do have a heart.

For my heart crushes and tears,

Everytime it is hurt,

From the words and acts of others,

Who thinks I’m some sort like a dirt.

It is just my nature,

To hide me in my shell,

Is it a sin that I’m not famous?

Why would you treat me like hell?

I do not score all A’s,

And I don’t excel in class,

Just because I’m not smart enough,

Doesn’t mean I’m a dumb ass.

I’m not slim and slender,

Like the girls on the runway,

But it’s not my fault to be born ugly,

If it was you, what would you say?

Yes the world is unfair,

But it’s not up for me to say,

As long as I have faith and be strong,

I would not go astray.

Ok that's it. Sorry to waste ur time.. Nites peeps.

The Transformation

Well well, I bought a new cupboard from Carrefour 2 weeks ago and only have time to assemble it like yesterday. On Friday I was already dismantling the old cupboard and cleaning up the room a little. Dust bunnies everywhere.. haha..

So, so... darling came to help me assemble the new cupboard because if not, I would have to do it by myself. Imma so very grateful to have such a good darling like my darling.. heee*big grin* The planks were really heavy and in total we had screwed more than 100 screws already.. It was no joke... Really exhausting.. The next time I buy a furniture, it must be ready made. HAHA..

Pity darling.. We assembled it till around 1 am and it was only 3 quarter done.. But it was good progress. We gotta stop cause we were both tired and darling have to travel back home and have an early class the next day.. So, so... left 2 doors and the back of the cupboard not done yet.. Woke up today and tried to screw them lor.. Although I knew it was impossible to do it alone.. Especially me, cos I'm so little.. and the planks were so heavy.. If I didn't hold the planks properly, they would have collapsed on me.. But yet, if you never try, you'll never know rite.. It was kinda hard to screw it and at the same time balancing the plank, all alone.. but hey! Beat the impossible and miracles do happen.. I made it.. I screwed 2 doors all by myself.. Wheee.. Imma so happy that it's finally done and dun need to trouble darling and other people d.. Finally.... I had changed from

THIS

The Leaning Cupboard Of Cheng Li Li's

to

THIS

The RM 119 cupboard from Carrefour.. It doesn't look like RM119 rite?? It was on sales..

Yeah.. finally got new cupboard to use d lor.. And oh, now that I have a new cupboard, I lost my table... SOBZZZZ... Cause I wanted to change the table to the opposite site.. So that the cupboard won block the light.. While me and darling was carrying the table, the already old, fragile little furniture broke down.. Sighh.. No table to use so chit tor lor.. Now gotta do this..

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On the floor.. Goddamn tiring man.. I feel like my wrist is gonna break soon..

After all that is done, I deserve a treat.. What's better than having a cold drink and

Have a break ~ Have a Kit Kat

While carrying the table.. hurt myself a little.. Darling so kan cheong.. he he.. No big deal lar.. Got 101 more scars to add to that..

N ate Maggi for dinner.. Dunno what happened to the stove, so used the microwave to cook.. Never cooked sausage in MW b4 but it turned out okay.. Look cooked and taste edible .. So shud be ok lor.. haha.. shud do this next time..

Well, thats all lor for this post.. So tired typing d.. Hope to get my foldable table soon. Am so thankful to my mummy who gave me money buy cupboard.. N soon for my table.. He He.. Am not greedy ok.. I need it..

Be thankful for what you have; you'll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don't have, you will never, ever have enough.
-- Oprah Winfrey

And to Darling.. who spent his time and effort, rite from hunting the rite cupboard, to buying it n now to assembling it.. Thank you so much for what you have done all these while.. Am so grateful till no words could describe my gratefulness.. Am sorry cause I've been busy and haven written any poems so far.. So here's a cetak rompak copy to express my gratefulness rite now..

I thank God for you

Because you bring such joy to me,
And a love that is so deep.
A smile that brings me happiness,
And a love I want to keep.

I thank God for You!

Because when I'm down and almost out,
Your love guides me through.
And if I get too depressed,
It seems you know just what to do.

I thank God for You!

Because my problems sometimes overhelm me,
Your gentle touch and warm embrace
Give me the strength to carry on,
When I see the sunshine in your face.

I thank God for You!

Because you mean all the world to me,
And we share a special bond.
To love each other every day
And never let each other down.

I thank God for you!

Dunno who wrote this but got it from this link..

http://www.lovethepoem.com/thank-you-poems/

can search for more poems here too..

Errrmmmm....... So that's all lar for now..

TATA...