Lifeless and Directionless

Working life is almost lifeless. Routine-like, boring, stressful and tired. Goes out by 8, get stuck in the jam, work work work, get stuck in the jam again and comes home by 8. OMGEEE... That's 12 hours already. 7 hours of sleep and 5 more hours doing I-don't-know-what. Everytime I come home from work, I just feel like doing nothing. There's so much which I need to do. Like tidy my room, update blog, learn new language, start a hobby, re-arrange my clothes, ironing, upload my UK pictures.. But till now, none of these are being strike off my list. Because I'm just simply lazy and moodless to do so. Weekends are going to be different now. Don't know, just feel different. If I spend weekends in the city, it will be the usual window shopping and movie catching with darling. Nothing else special. I feel that life has been meaningless lately. And everything that has happened, I am not cherishing even a second of it. It's so mundane and I feel so lost. I don't have a direction, no aim and no purpose. I don't even know if I'm happy or content. I just wish that I can stay home and not need to go work like a routine. Probably work from home sort of thing and still generate good incomes. Good income, in my dictionary would have to be enough for necessities (house rental, car installment, good food, splurge on luxury shopping, vacation at least once/ twice a year, investments, bla..bla..bla...) Sounds too good to be true isn't it? Well, nahhh!!!! This will not happen. My life has always been strive hard to earn what you need.

Looks like it's time for me to shut up and bid tata. But before that, one song just suddenly came across my mind and I would like to share it here. I am the very oldies type. So, this song is quite old but I hope you will like it. Heaven Knows ~ Rick Price.

Thank you.