This song reminds me of the period of time when I was no longer a student and was jobless. During that transition, I was eager to start work but was very lazy to search for jobs. The happiest moments during that time was I could watch as many K-drama as I wanted without any restriction or worried that I have to wake up early the next day. No worries on overdue assignments or sitting for test the next day. Ha ha... So carefree, like a bird with wings... So, that was the time when I started watching this drama Perfect Match and starting falling in love with this song. I played it when I was browsing for jobs on Jobstreet or getting ready for interviews. It was much fun and anticipation. Going to different companies, meeting different people and feeling undecided if that job was right for me. Even the journey of going to interviews was interesting. Taking the monorails, Lrts and Ktm... Also taxi of course. Some place even have to call for taxi... Good thing the taxi man gave me his number and asked me to call him back when I need a ride back to the KTM later. Because there were no public transport nearby, not even a bus stop or taxi stand. It was an industrial area. Thank god for good Samaritan.Till I got called up by my current company, which I am proud to say that I managed to survive for a year there. That was the only interview which I could drive with my own brand new car to. It was really the first destination I went to after I drove the car up to KL. I just got the car the Friday before the Monday (day of Interview). I drove all the way to the company on that Sunday night so that I will not loose my way on the actual day and be late for the interview. Very surprisingly that I got accepted on that day itself. Actually I got 2 offers on the same day, so I was still undecided which to go to until the current Company asked me to go for the second interview.. Not till then that I knew how powerful my Boss's persuading skills are. And also the weirdest interview I ever had with a manager. One year has gone by, and I can't believe how I actually managed to go through it all and still try to do a good job in this company. Sometimes, I just wonder if I have not done enough... Or I have done much more than I could ever had.. Because I think I really had tried every possible way which I could.. I have no idea what tomorrow will bring, nor do I know if I would still continue for another year. I just wish for the best and see how it goes. But I still want to try to turn passion into a job. Well, though I am still finding what that passion is. I do not have a passion which last, except for watching dramas. I think that does not count?

Toodless....

It has been a year

1 year ago tomorrow, I was still a freshie, didn't know anything about the real working world. Was often feeling inferior and rigid. 1 year after, now, a little better, not much smarter, more responsibilities and more stressful. A lot has happened in this one year. Too much to catch hold of, but I am surprised that I managed to withstand it all till today. Many a times I thought if I should hold tight and just move on. Or just leave and find other alternatives. But I m proud to say that I did not give up nor let go. Putting this up for another year and see how it goes. I know the day will come when I can turn my passion into my job. Though I m not too sure what my passion is. Congratulations to myself, for being so tough all these while and put up a good fight.

Note to self: Live life to the fullest because you deserve it.

Friday night, and it's a cold night. Has been raining since evening and today's traffic jam was massive. Lotsa stuff to do at work, but just no matter how much time I have, it's just not enough. Either I am slow or there is just too much work. Thought of working at home but I forgot to bring home the job. I think God did that on purpose. It shows that I need a break. And should enjoy my weekend. Ahh.. I should not talk bout work now. Just sit back and listen to litefm. It feels peaceful. Seret dreams.

Just trying blogger app

Just trying using the blogger app. Doesn't look like there's any icon or button for customizing fonts and do. But at least it can upload picture from my photo album. Let's try one.


Erm.... I don't know if it's going to be within the post or not. Guess not? Anyway, tough day today. Nightmare will haunt me tomorrow. Need to quickly get a new interest.

Serenity Is The Word

Cold night + Litefm = SERENITY I have probably wrote this before on this blog. But, it doesn't hurt to write this again. I used to love listening to litefm when I was still in secondary school. I have no idea why I love listening to oldies, most probably got influenced by my father. When all the children my age were listening to kiddie song or Disney movie theme songs, I sang along to the oldies on my father's cd player in the car. Back then there were also beauty and the beast song, so I think it was kinda suitable for me. Then when I was in my early teenage years, I hopped on to pop music and learnt all the singers on MTV. I knew almost all the songs on the top chart. Hahaha... All of the sudden, when I was ard 16, I suddenly changed 360 degrees, into old lady and listened to 80's or early 90's music.Litefm was my favorite station back then. It accompanied me during all the sleepless nights and midnight oil burning sessions. Until, I came up to uni life, I had no radio and lost track with the lovely oldies and had no chance to listen to litefm until recently i suddenly remembered about it. Searched for the app in apple store and downloaded it.now I can listen to t on my iPad... This is so convenient, but only applicable when theres wifi of course. It's a cold night tonight, and together with litefm, I think it creates peace and tranquility. Suppose the word best suit this feeling right now is serenity? I wonder if there are many weirdos like me who likes listening to oldies when all of their other friends of the same age listen to latest pop music. But wither way , I am not shy to admit that I love oldies and I think I have my father to thank for, for influencing me and inspire me. I quite realize that we are similar in many ways... How come I have never thought of this before? Well, like saying goes, you will never appreciate until you loose it. It's very much correct indeed. In a nutshell, never loose faith in what you believe in, never feel shy to admit what you love and appreciate everything God has given you. You wouldn't, know when it will be gone. Cold night + Litefm = SERENITY GOODNIGHT.

The long awaited breakfast. Have been craving for English breakfast for the pass 2 weeks or so. And I finally chose Jarrod and Rawlins to fulfill my cravings. Wanted to go back to Departure Lounge, but I was thinking of trying something different. After a week of hectic lifestyle (working, I mean) I deserve something good to start the weekend with.

Our happy faces

The Full Works.. This is a lot for 1 person.. Pricey but worth it. RM36 comes with tea/coffee & orange juice. 

Classic Waffles.. Erm.. I think I still prefer hotcakes. RM 12. 

We shared the Full Works because we know either one of us will not be able to finish the whole set on our own. Therefore, the total amount was still reasonable. The total came up to roughly the same as the last time we ate at Departure Lounge. Maybe it's because we save on drinks this time. As Full Works come with 1 tea/coffee AND 1 Orange Juice. Awesome, not? 

Stayed home the whole Sundawy, beautiful Sunday and did nothing much. Wasted actually but the next weekend is just  days away. Looking forward to it.

Have a great week ahead!

Payphone

Get your own valid XHTML YouTube embed code

Yeah.. I finally know how to embed YouTube videos using iPad.love the twins and they sang this well.work has been tough lately, and I know I don't deserve to whine.hate the weekend because work will be piling up on Monday.. Well, I have chosen this road, and I just need to put up with it at least for just a little while more. Have you ever felt like the whole world is hating on you? I think I do. And I think my Paranoism is getting more serious. >.< But yet again, there must be a reason behind this feelings..,

Hello

Looks like I have not kept my promise so far, of updating this crappy blog often after getting this iPad.weekdays, will be too tired and lazy to write anything. Weekends, just want to appreciate my free time and relax and whatever I feel like doing. Lately, I have been very busy at work and stressful.. Well, everyone's work is stressfull. I don't deserve to whine like this.. Anyhow, I have a long more way to go. A few years of hardship doesn't mean anything. As long I enjoy every second of my life, and appreciate everyone around me, life should be more meaningful this way. Work never ends, and there will always be a tomorrow. So why should we rush through life?

This Ain't Life

Am very sure that this is not the life I have been dreaming of. But I am still new in this working society n everyone has been treating me well. Even though there are pebbles along the way and people not favoring you, but it's fine. What is life without some hardship? I just need to put up with this for a couple more years, and hopefully find an interest which can be turned into a freelance. Life shud be better this way. It will be more meaningful. Please, make this work. I can't hold it any longer.

No updates for too long, so since I on my PC today, a very brief picture post before jumps
into bed. Mom's belated Bday Celebration at Mikan Japanese Restaurant. No details just pictures of a happy family. 

             My 2.5 years old nephew, Marcus took this picture. Awesome or what. 

Okay, at least I posted smtg. Nite people. Working life is so boring and lifeless and stressful. How I wish I can win a lottery and not work. LOLS. Mus be dreaming. 

Nites.

Happy V Day 2012

To darling,

8 little words, I will always hold true.
Now and forever, I will always love you.

Everyday is Valentine's Day.

Love,
Me.

It's gonna be a month I think, since I last updated here. I just read back the last post, and just remembered that I mentioned about updating often, now that I have the iPad and it is more convenient for me to update this little space of mine. Looks like I am undetermined afterall. But anyhow, I am still thankful that I have it. Cause I can now jus spill out my heart and soul in this little space of mine, while watching drama. Sometimes I jus need to share my thoughts instantly when it crosses my mind, when it is still fresh and when I am still filled with emotions. It is the best time to write, don't you think? But then, I just can't spill out now, cause I think that it's best to keep to myself. I but I can still summarize my current emotion. All I can say is that, sometimes you gotta believe that there is something called fate or fated. When you are fated with a good life, you sure are lucky. You have people to respect you, listen to you, care about you and of course like you. But if you have a face which everyone thinks that you are not meant to be loved or respected, erm I guess you shall just be stuck alone forever. I don't know, I am just blabbing. I should stop already. This is nite interesting. Kthxbye.

Happy 2012

Happy 2012 everyone. Wishing everyone good luck, good health and good wealth. Hope that everyone will have a harmoious and a memorable year. But these wishes are not only for 2012, it's for lifetime. Everyone always pray for peace, good health and wealth. I don't usually make resolutions because I am just simply too lazy to think and later too undetermined to achieve it. But I think this year, I think I can have a resolution. Which is to seize the day and enjoy my life like there's no tomorrow. And since I am working now and starting to earn my own income, I have made it a point to begin traveling at least once in a year. Working is stressful, living is even harder. Therefore, everyone deserves a rest and a good present once in a while. And also, I have this greedy craving of getting myself a little present once a month. Be it big or small, cheap or expensive, just one thing I like a month. For the previous months, I had to save for my UK trip. When I came back in November,I didn't have much in mind so I saved quite a sum. But December was explosive, I used too much at one go but I think it was worth it and I totally deserve. I got myself an iPad 2. Since 2 months ago I kept asking myself if I should spend money on this, but every time I get too stressed up at work, being chased and scolded by clients also being stuck between the clients and the UK colleague, I just want to make myself feel better by owning something which I have been wanting. I earn my way to life, and that's how my mom have always trained us to be. Nothing goes easy in life and money doesn't just drop from the sky. If you want it, you have to got to work for it. Up to now, I still have not regretted buying it. People asked why do you want to buy an iPad instead of iPhone. Actually I don't really know. Maybe because my phone is still working and I don,t want to pay the extra cash every month for the data plan. I already have Internet excess at home which cost me an amount already, I don't think I need another bill at the moment. Plus my main purpose is to surf the net, playing games when bored, watching videos of course and YouTube, and reading free e-books. So a bigger screen is more convenient. Looks like I can't buy any more expensive stuffs for the next few months. Jan is cny, so there must be some money to be spent on gifts for my grands and mom. Feb is mom's birthday which only comes once in every 4 years. So it must be big and she is also retiring this year which makes it double celebration. What should the present be? I think we should get her something useful for traveling because she's gonna continue her dream of traveling around the world now that she has more freedom. Camera? Hmmm..Well anyway my reason of blogging here is to actually trying to blog using an iPad. Not bad actually but PC is always better. At least now I can just blog with a touch a way and any place which I can bring my iPad along, which almost any place. Hope this gives me a reason to update even more often? Neways, wish everyone a memorable 2012. Remember to seize the day, carpe diem and just live life the way you have always dreamed of. Life is short, just do it. Signing off now. Toddles!