Thursday, August 9, 2012


This song reminds me of the period of time when I was no longer a student and was jobless. During that transition, I was eager to start work but was very lazy to search for jobs. The happiest moments during that time was I could watch as many K-drama as I wanted without any restriction or worried that I have to wake up early the next day. No worries on overdue assignments or sitting for test the next day. Ha ha... So carefree, like a bird with wings... So, that was the time when I started watching this drama Perfect Match and starting falling in love with this song. I played it when I was browsing for jobs on Jobstreet or getting ready for interviews. It was much fun and anticipation. Going to different companies, meeting different people and feeling undecided if that job was right for me. Even the journey of going to interviews was interesting. Taking the monorails, Lrts and Ktm... Also taxi of course. Some place even have to call for taxi... Good thing the taxi man gave me his number and asked me to call him back when I need a ride back to the KTM later. Because there were no public transport nearby, not even a bus stop or taxi stand. It was an industrial area. Thank god for good Samaritan.Till I got called up by my current company, which I am proud to say that I managed to survive for a year there. That was the only interview which I could drive with my own brand new car to. It was really the first destination I went to after I drove the car up to KL. I just got the car the Friday before the Monday (day of Interview). I drove all the way to the company on that Sunday night so that I will not loose my way on the actual day and be late for the interview. Very surprisingly that I got accepted on that day itself. Actually I got 2 offers on the same day, so I was still undecided which to go to until the current Company asked me to go for the second interview.. Not till then that I knew how powerful my Boss's persuading skills are. And also the weirdest interview I ever had with a manager. One year has gone by, and I can't believe how I actually managed to go through it all and still try to do a good job in this company. Sometimes, I just wonder if I have not done enough... Or I have done much more than I could ever had.. Because I think I really had tried every possible way which I could.. I have no idea what tomorrow will bring, nor do I know if I would still continue for another year. I just wish for the best and see how it goes. But I still want to try to turn passion into a job. Well, though I am still finding what that passion is. I do not have a passion which last, except for watching dramas. I think that does not count?

Toodless....

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

It has been a year

1 year ago tomorrow, I was still a freshie, didn't know anything about the real working world. Was often feeling inferior and rigid. 1 year after, now, a little better, not much smarter, more responsibilities and more stressful. A lot has happened in this one year. Too much to catch hold of, but I am surprised that I managed to withstand it all till today. Many a times I thought if I should hold tight and just move on. Or just leave and find other alternatives. But I m proud to say that I did not give up nor let go. Putting this up for another year and see how it goes. I know the day will come when I can turn my passion into my job. Though I m not too sure what my passion is. Congratulations to myself, for being so tough all these while and put up a good fight.

Note to self: Live life to the fullest because you deserve it.

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