Bulletin Post: Poem Hunting

I'm Worthless? by Tsuchi Ryuu

I'm Worthless?
You define me as a weak fool.
Nothing more than a shinobi tool.
A blunt blade that can not shread.
You killed the courage, now I'm dead.
The darkness of hate had me rise again.
Now I wish to meet you to the end.
I'm not pathetic and a waste of time.
You'll regret giving me this power of mine.
One wish was to make your day.
Your controlling power took it all away.
I broke free and stood up to you.
You pushed me away. I'm nothing to you.
No more regreting my words of hate.
I'm walking through hell's firey gate.
You want darkness to take my soul?
I'll show you fear when this demon becomes whole.
You wanted a child of power.
Well you got what you desire.
And now that you have no restrain on me,
I get to thank you personally.
Was training me pointless now?
Was I such a burden because I didn't know how?
Making you proud was meaningless strife.
Now I come to end your life.
I'm worthless?
You're dead.

http://quizilla.teennick.com/poems/3449650/im-worthless-a-poem-by-tsuchi-ryuu

I'm Not Good Enough by Trisha White

I try to make them happy,
But it seems they do not notice,
I try to tell my feelings,
But they cut me off before I finish.
I try to listen and do what I'm told,
But they keep saying the games are getting old.
I try to tell what really happened,
But they don't want to listen,
I try to be honest,
But they say something is always missing.
I try to do good for others,
But they think it's wrong,
I try to have a good heart,
But they say I've lived in
My fantasy world for way too long.
I try to forget my troubles,
But they seem to keep hurting me,
I try to move on,
But the dead end is all I can see.

http://www.poetry.com/poems/i'm-not-good-enough/10538699/

Hopelessness by Weeping Wolf

So it comes down to this.
Dreams burned into the dust
Joys swept under the rug
Trembling beneath the smile,
Tears trying to hold back tears
Like getting lost on a rainy road
without a home. without a friend.

All my sunny days are gone
All my lonely nights are long
I have friends but none that see
the chains are gone, but am i free?
And not a caring word to be spoken
Not a pair of open arms to be known.

Who will help me make it through another day?
Sweet Jesus, what encouragement could you say?
When I feel i have turned the other cheek
to be hit down again and again, to what gain?
When I let them drag me, pull me down,
to be their lamb to the slaughter, for what pain?

All my sunny days are gone
All my lonely nights are long
Oh I've lived the passion and I've felt the rain
But how long to wait till love surpasses pain?

http://www.poems-and-quotes.com/sad/poems.php?id=999627

Bulletin Post: Potato Salad & Deviled Eggs

I know I'm not suppose to be doing this but dunno why, I'll only do such unnecessary stuff in my busiest days... Yesterday I cooked spaghetti n blogged about it. Today I made potato salad n am gonna brag about it. So yeah! This is my first attempt of making potato salad n googled everywhere to learn how to boil the potatoes n eggs. *spell pathetic* (I'm the mei mei of the house lar, c'mon)

Ok... Here is where I learnt how to make potato salad... And also some guidance from darling and Kelly ...

Below are some pictures...

they are rather big chunks..

added hard boiled eggs and mayonnaise, salt and pepper.

And TADA... POTATO SALAD..

Okay, the reason why I do this is because I know I'l be even more busy for the next few days. So, these are like my lunch, dinner and supper for the rest of the week. Though I bet it's nt gonna be enough..

When I was searching on how to make hard boiled eggs, I came across this website that makes Deviled Eggs... So, below are some pictures of the process of making it..

from the potato salad, I took some out and mashed it as fine as possible.

After cutting hard boiled eggs into halves, I took out the egg yolk and mashed together with the mashed potato. Add salt, pepper and Mayonnaise and you got the fillings.

Filled it into the eggs which you have taken out the yolk.(like replace the yolk with the fillings and you got )

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Deviled Eggs with mashed potato and egg mayo filling...

It was such a success to me cause I'm really not a good cook and I really love the filling. Tasted like egg mayo + mashed potato..

This is my lunch/dinner/supper for the entire week....

So long now... Gonna really do that assignment...

Nom Nom Nom Nom...

p.s:- June.... NomNomNom... lols

- Darling ... Next time make another round for u ar....

Peek-A-Pic:Cook ONCE Eat THRICE

Actually I'm kinda busy, but funny though.... I still got time to write this post. *LMAO*

But sure, I still need time to eat rite? Here's my second attempt to cook spaghetti with Campbell's Mushroom & Potato as my sauce.

This time I used Spaghetti instead of Vermicelli cause I feel like I’m eating mee hoon if I use Vermicelli.

So basically, this is the product. Made a mistake. Should have cooked the spaghetti longer so it will be much softer. Or should I just follow what KOK YEE said, soak it first.

(Hmm.. will it work?)

Still got some stick onto the ladle. HHmmm.. should I lick off it?

Yupe! Yummy....

Pot also ler....Hhmmmm...

Stupid me. The pot is big till it could cover my face. Nah, bad idea!

After scooping out the leftover sauce. I think still can cater for another 2 meals.

Looks like the menu of the week gonna be spaghetti with Campbell's Mushroom & Potato sauce.

* Credits to my darling who brought me to buy all my RATIONS. He taught me that word, and I'm gonna use rations from now on instead of groceries*

Ok, that's it for my stupid post now. Gotta get going with that damn CPCI assignment, or I'm so gonna be dead!

TATA

Bulletin Post: Weird Thing Today

Okay, my class finished half an hour early so I waited another half an hour to take the uni bus home. Spent RM 1.20 for the sausage cos my mouth itchy wanna chew smtg... When the time came, I happily walked to the bus area. I saw one bus missing so I read the bulletin board and OH MY GODDD!!!!! MY BUS HAS BEEN CANCELLED!!!! WARRTTT????

Swt... So I walked all the way to KTAR and spent another few minutes waiting for Rapid. I forgot my umbrella(so hot), wasted half an hour for nothing, spent RM1.20 unnecessarily cause my stupid mouth so gatal keep want to munch munch munch and was so tired walking... Sighhh...

Well, one funny story came up on the way when I was about to walk out from uni.

Well, you see... I really don't wanna know him lor... I know why he wanna know me but you see, I don't know how to handle this kind of people and I have the principle of "Don't Waste Your Time Cos I Don't Have Time For You". So, I think the best way was to give him my FB, let him discover a little bout me(bet nothing much to stalk) and let him see that I have a darling who loves me very much and bring me go kai kai and mum mum so often.. lols.. Maybe then he'll understand why I say NO lor...

P/s:- sorry lar if I were rude, no bus already n u came to kacau some more.. Sorry lar dude... But u will then realize that I don't want you to waste your time knowing me. It's not worth your time..

Okay, so that was the weird thingy happened to me today. Want go mum mum wit daling lu... Eat wart ler??? Hmmm..

I Thought I Must Give Up on Life by Nicholas Gordon

I thought I must give up on life And turn into a stone; The desert wind quite suited me: No heart, no mind--just bone. I thought it would be dumb to try To want something again; Wanting turns to need, and then Transmogrifies to pain. I laughed at people still in love Who trusted someone's word; To make my happiness depend On faith seemed quite absurd. I lay alone and wonder-struck, Sleepless in my bed, Still numb, still dumb, still ice, ice cold, Not knowing I was dead. And then you came and shone upon My meadow full of snow, And saw the flowers only love Could recognize and grow; And made me feel so beautiful I shed my cold, cold skin, And opened up my heart to you, And, fearful, let you in. And now, my dear, I am in love, With all that I've been through. I know the worst of all the world, And I believe in you.

Bulletin Post: Peek-A-Pic #2

Getting more and more lazy to write blog posts. So making pictures as replacements. Went out with darling earlier because I wanted to go to Ikea. I'm looking for a wardrobe since mine already looks like it's gonna collapse anytime soon. The Leaning Wardrobe of Cheng Li Li. Walked the whole Ikea I finally found the perfect one which was so perfectly on sale too. Only RM 199 after discount. Sliding door wan some more. Fits all my criteria, just that it does not have a long mirror on it. But that's okay cause we found a curvy long mirror for RM 39. More than enough. I was utterly speechless and couldn't believe my luck. Happily, we went to look for the wardrobe and to my utmost disappointment. The shelf was empty. EMPTY!! *Faints* There goes my perfect, wonderful wardrobe. Was so upset about it, till I did not wanna buy the mirror too. So we left the building empty handed. :(

Too sad to continue. Below are some pictures I managed to take tonight.

Say Hello to Libina

He gets all the love during rides.

Tonight we tried Marche, Swiss market concept.

this is a guest card. use this card to order and collect your food and of course pay the bill. If you loose this card, gotta pay RM 200 and it goes to the charity of your choice.

This is actually the Dinner Special. Note that the huge sausage is NOT included in the set.

This Dinner Special cost RM 25.90 smtg like tat

This is Jumbo Lamb sausage @ Rm 9.90 smtg like tat. I've eaten Chicken and Pork but not Lamb. It was Yummylicious!

the concept is like swiss market. In human words, more like a buffet. Got different stalls like fruit juices, beverages, pastas, pizzas, bakery, grilled............. This picture is fruit juice.

Some interior.

This is actually the back entrance.

Marche back entrance.

Ok, thats all. Bye bye!!

Bulletin Post:Peek-A-Pic

Let the pictures & captions do the talking! Lazy to write essay..

Easy Peasy Lunch

Used Campbell's Mushroom & Potato + sausage to make the sauce

Boiled the spaghetti

Spaghetti done

Poured in the sauce

Mixed it well and Nom Nom Slurp!!

Bad Luck at School

Pretty self explanatory

Ended up walking a long way; Exhausted!

Burger for dinner; Finally thought I overcame my Ramli Burger phobia (ate twice one night and vomited out the next day, after that never eaten anymore)

Thought I was ready to eat Ramli burger again... Guess not! Don't feel quite well now!

Whooshhh!!

The Sun Might Still Shine Tomorrow

Have been some time since I last wrote a poem. Here is a not nice poem that I just simply came up with before saying nite nite and jumps into bed. Err... actually I oso dunno what I'm writing.. Lols..

When times are tough,

And the rain keeps pouring,

When you’re drenched and cold,

You feel like suffering.

When you feel like running,

Free in the open air,

But all you can do,

Is to get glued on a chair.

Life limits us,

In everything that we do,

But they never say we can’t improve,

Or to start a new.

Everyone deserves,

A chance to stand out,

The question here is when,

How and about.

Today might be raining,

Tomorrow might be hot,

The next perhaps windy,

Or maybe just not.

Life fails us today,

But maybe not tomorrow,

Cause who knows?

The sun might still shine tomorrow.

Bulletin Post: Running Away by Midnight Hour/Crimson Doves

Watch an episode of Ghost Whisperer during dinner, heard this song and kinda fell in love with it. Just sharing here. Couldn't find the MV so i guess this is while recording or something. And I put up the lyrics too just in case anyone wants to sing along with it. I suppose this song is originally from Midnight Hour, but they were known as Crimson Doves in Ghost Whisperer.

RUNNING AWAY by MIDNIGHT HOUR

Don't lie and say that it's OK.

It's alright if there's nothing more to say.

So I'm running away.

I'm leaving this place.

Yeah, I'm running away.

I'm running away.

Don't tell me I'm the one to blame.

It's too late for you to make me stay.

No, I won't stay.

So I'm running away.

I'm leaving this place.

Yeah, I'm running away.

I'm running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.

And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving

Yeah I'm leaving today.

And I, I'll never let you find me.

I'm leaving you behind with the past

No, I won't look back.

And I don't want to hear your reasons.

Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.

And try, and try to understand me

And try to understand what I say when I say I can't stay

I, I'm moving on from this place

I'm leaving and I won't quit running away.

I'm running away.

I'm leaving this place.

Yeah, I'm running away.

I'm running away.

Well, just wanna share. Hope you liked it! Nite peeps!

Bulletin Post: Hello! I Am Fugly Piggie

Haha.. When I was about to sleep last nite, I had this idea in my head to change my display name to I'm Fugly Piggie => Fat+Ugly Pig

So, I woke up this morning (or rather mid-noon), on the com and sign in to MSN. Then I had another idea. Why not I find a picture to suit my display name? Then I edited a picture which originally already looks chubby, drew a nerdy specs and a pig nose.. Added a bubble speech, introducing myself!! Hehe.. Well, this is just meant to be a joke, did it for fun! Lunch time! Toddles!