Bulletin Post: Crap

Miss those songs, reminds me of the time when I was small, the time when I didn't have to worry about anything.. Though the songs don't have anything related to my feelings now.. But they do bring me back to yesteryears.. I miss being a kid.. I don't wanna waste my time fretting about things that can make me weak and sick. As long as I'm living this life... I wanna try to live a happy and peaceful life.

Sometimes I just don't understand why am I not good enough? I give up working hard years ago because I realized that working hard did not bring me to where I wanna be.

I can say it's unfair but this is life. This is how it's supposed to be. I have no choice.

Sorry for those crap.. listen to song soothing songs..

Bulletin Post: Everyday I Love You

I woke up this morning singing to this song randomly.. Weird cos I started singing the phrase "everyday i love u" once i opened my eyes and never finished the chorus part cos i forgotten the lyrics. So I woke up and searched for this song and is stuck with it ever since. Not to say that I am addicted or what.. I just felt like listening to it and felt like the song suits my mood or something.. And the weirdest part is.. I never liked Boyzone or Ronan Keating. But some of their songs are nice. When I like a song.. I like the song for the song.. not the band or singer. So my favourite boyband had never been Westlife... and I was never anti-Christina Aguilera or anti- Britney Spears.. I was more of a Mandy Moore.

Ya so this is "Everyday I Love You" by Boyzone...

To my Dearest family... friends, darling.... "Everyday I Love You"...

N oh ya.. Done with one paper today.. Sum it up.. not very good.. Weird questions.. Din expect to be that stupid.. Bye Bye A! I miss ya! URGHHHH hate myself for not being a genius.. Y cant I be a little smarter?? Then I won't have to work so hard. Spoil my mood.. Haven even touched my notes ever since I came back. Gahhh!

Panorama @ Look Out Point

Yeah!! So am gonna start my first paper in bout a week. And still have no mood to study! Wonder if everything's gonna be alrite. Hhmm..

Going back hometown tomorrow (friday) and it's gonna be so boring cos it's just gonna be me and the books.

So darling came to take me out for dinner since i'm not gonna meet him anytime soon. And can hardly go out with him for the next 3 weeks. At first we planned to watch Resident Evil but the "big head prawn" me saw the release date wrongly and thought it would come out today(thursday). Lucky we re-check and didn't go all the way for nothing.

So we were thinking about what we should eat for dinner, and darling suggested that we go to Ampang Look Out Point. And I was so excited because I've never been. I wasn't really looking forward for the food actually cause I heard that they sux (they really did, well, maybe for Panorama) nor the night view of the city. I wanted to go there so I can shoot some sunset pictures. Sadly it wasn't a good weather, and there were no orange sky. Just gloomy ones. How Dull!

Pictures time!

On our way

Panorama Restaurant

Gotta walk up

Spot Pinkeh???

The restaurant which looks like a pagoda

View from 2nd floor

Darling + city

me + trees

Look how misty

hard to get a picture together...

the sitting was so narrow..

it's getting dark

My coconut and darl's soya bean

Darling's Jumbo sausage which I prefer to call Longy

My crispy chicken chop..

Not very nice la.. the mushroom sauce doesn't help much either

I think black pepper would be better

yeah it's dark

Used high sensitivity mode

Smart darling.. He discovered it!

Honey chicken wings

Blurrkk ..

try the normal one next time

I love this shot..

And I took it

haha

This is another restaurant there

Haven... I think the food here would be better.. Just won't get so good view maybe.

If coming here again next time.. I would eat here..

This is the view from Haven

Haven

Haha... I was wearing skirt ok.. It was just kinda short and Pinkeh covered it! The best shot of today!

And actually the best shot I've had ever since 8 months back..

I'm getting uglier each and everyday!

How is that possible?

Well,, that's all for Look Out Point.. The food at Panorama was not very good.. really.. My chicken was huge.. generous, but it was not worth stuffing my tummy wit it. darling's sausage was ok.. I rate their food 4/10.. Darling just gave them 3..

And there were so many mosquitoes and insects flying around us. Not very pleasant

Nice view no doubt but not very comfortable dining there.

Yeah, lately I've been thinking a lot about life.. About my life.. And I just realized that life is too short for us to just laze around. I've wasted 22 years of my life doing I-dunno-what.. And I dun wish that I would go on living like this. This is not life.. This is routine and responsibility. I want to live but I duno how. There's just too much to think about and consider.

If I were to die tomorrow, I want to know that I've accomplished something.

If I were to die tomorrow, I want to know that I've been loved and been in love.

If I were to die tomorrow, I want to know that I could move on to the next level.

If I were to die tomorrow, I want to know that I'm leaving with brain and heart.

If I were to die tomorrow, I want to know that I've seen the world from another mountain.

If I were to die tomorrow, I want to know how it feels like to live life.

Life is short, break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. So throw off the bowlines, Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.

Life's too short by Michael Charles Messineo

Life's too short to dwell on things

that pull and tear on your heart strings

so park those thoughts that make you worry

and create new goals to which you'll hurry.

Make your list of things to do

that always seemed not part of you

make yourself explore unknowns

write down your thoughts dig up those bones

Take a step toward things that scare you

Show who's boss while mind prepares to

overcome what seems unrealistic

before you lose it and go ballistic

Do something different every day

and watch as life shows new path ways

Life's too short to dwell on things

that pull and tear on your heart strings.

A doctor saved a life yesterday, but today.. he was shot... dead. (not real, just from grey's anatomy S6)

Bulletin Post: I just wanna live....

I just wanna live to see the rising sun

I just wanna live to taste the rain

I just wanna live to listen to my favourite songs

I just wanna live to read all the amazing stories which needed to be told

I just wanna live to watch all the movies that can inspire me, that can teach me, that can make me realize, that can make me pause a little and reflect it back on my life

I just wanna live to taste all the awesome food around

I just wanna live to travel and see what the world has to offer me

I just wanna live with peace and harmony

I just wanna live to see the wonders of the world under me

I just wanna live to breathe the fresh and sweet air

I just wanna live to give some love and hope that I will get some back some day

I just wanna live to witness life

I just wanna live to listen to the sounds of the ocean

I just wanna live to experience trust and loyalty and love and sacrifices

I just wanna live so that I know how it feels like to grow old

I wanna live to so many reasons... I just wanna live my life the way that I will never regret living it. I wanna know what living really means before the world comes to an end for me.

I just wanna live LIFE....